No, not the old Billy Idol tune...
I have found that, lately, I am arguing with myself! Part of me feels one way and the other part of me doesn't like or want to have that feeling. (Oh, the classic think/feel, double-bind!!) Is this the ego-driven part of me, or what? I don't really like this part of me...the ego is sometimes so delicate and sensitive. It really wants to insist that for me to have these feelings leaves me open, weak and vulnerable. In fact, ego believes that I will look pretty damn stupid having these feelings...
So, how am I going to lead myself in this little dance? Am I gonna be brave, and follow my heart? Or am I gonna wimp out and let my ego run the show? Can I believe in my heart? Have faith? Be patient? Trust myself and the Great, Big, Wide and Wonderful Universe to deliver to me the deepest desires of my heart?
Today, I am choosing to follow my heart. To trust. To have faith. To be gentle and kind with my too small and too fragile ego...
Let's see what happens!
2 comments:
the stuff Life's made of.... (Let me know what happens!) Be gentle with yourself, my dear friend. You are absolutely Wonderful. And Magical. (don't forget that wand you hold in your hand!)
Thank you, Gretchen the Magical, for reminding me that I have a magic wand, too! :) I am learning a lot thru this adventure and it is Good and Very Good. I just don't know if I like it right now! And that is okay. :)
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