Sep 20, 2010

Day 7

Wow! What a weekend...resistance over cleaning out the fridge. (Why?) Although it is done now.

I let go of a stack of books...some old, Old, OLD videos...cleared out a lot of paper trash. (The odds and ends of paperwork that I have saved!)

Let go of mineral makeup eyeshadows and blush. All virtually brand new. My daughter wanted them, so power to her. I, on the other hand, am low maintenance.

I let go of a shopping bag full of clothes. And rather than get rid of a necklace that I liked but just wasn't quite right, I gave it a makeover and love it!

Oh, and bunches of rocks! Mostly the tumbled variety. The larger, raw rocks are going to go back outside. :)

On the emotional front, it was the 15th anniversary of leaving an abusive relationship. I was still feeling somewhat angry and resentful--if he hadn't behaved like an ass, then I wouldn't have had to leave.

And then I wouldn't be the me I am today. Hhmmm.

I have been holding tight to things that I really want. I have been holding tight to things that I don't really want...but didn't recognize it at first. I am peeling my fingers back, loosening my grip and easing myself into letting go.

I can tell, this is going to be some kinda Shed. *Sigh*

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