It has just been sooo long since I have posted.
So much in of my inner landscape has changed. The externals have yet to catch up!
So much of my past desire to change others has had a great deal to do with owning my own feelings. That was something that I was unwilling to do. I have experienced freedom from this old pattern by connecting with myself, with my own body and then ultimately with my feelings. By seating my energy and my awareness deeply in my own body, my experience of life has changed!
I have found that if I think negative thoughts, I generate negative emotions. Not so much fun! Anything that allows me to become more conscious with my thoughts is quite a blessing.
Life gets complicated, sometimes. I think it is a lot about "stuff" for me. I am choosing to embrace simplicity. The pace of my life is changing and slowing. Hopefully, this will lead to a new expression of my creativity and my own sweet self. To aid me in this new adventure, I am creating an inspiration journal. I have found inspiration in some of the oddest places...if something speaks to me, I take delight!
I am learning also not to fight my nature. Who gives a flying f_ck what others think? If I am living my life open-hearted and with integrity and I am true to myself that is really all that matters.
December 3 marks my 3rd year anniversary of practicing White Tantra under the guidance of my teacher, Marielle. This has been a huge gift and blessing to me. I have softened and grown and changed in love because of this practice. I attended a puja last night. The experience was wonderful...and I got to walk away with a beautiful sense of love in all of my awareness--down to my cells--so that I can offer that to others.
Hug someone and really connect to them with an open heart and feel them totally relax!
Be well. Keep warm.
love, Love, LOVE
