OMG!!! This shedding thing is exhausting.
My weekend was spent pitching a major temper tantrum. Can we say twee years o-w-d?
My children are pretty used to me and my unusual fits and starts. And now? Just fucking bat-shit crazy!
This week we are getting into the emotional crap...
And my first impulse was to go into judgment! WTF! I am a healer and a shaman! A sensitive/intuitive...like I shouldn't be having this experience. Heh!
But this is just like making multiple sweeps to clear away a few more books, a few more clothes or a bit more clutter. It is just peeling away another layer of the onion to get to the core...just my core stuff is up closer and closer to the surface these days. I guess this is something for which I can be thankful.
I am that much clearer and that much lighter simply for taking this on!
I think that I am just gonna be bat-shit crazy for a few more weeks and emotionally exhausted. I can and I will be kind to myself. I am meeting myself with love because that is really all I have. :)
That, and I have my list of emotional crap begun...all the stuff I am planning to let go of in a lovely little burning ceremony and give away.
Peace In!
~m
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