Feb 2, 2009

Saying Yes to Me

I have been spending some time inside myself, attempting to just allow my feelings to be. It has been an interesting few days. I took my issues with me to a yoga class, taught by a wonderful young man...he gives the best visualizations during class and wonderful guidance. (Thank you, Billy, for making my first yoga experiences so cool!) He touched my back during a pose and I had the sudden awareness of what was stuck inside me. I released it during class...I cried! (I will say this, though...just make sure your practice top fits well! LOL)

I have chosen to be really honest here...mostly as an experiment. It has been a means of coming to terms with my humanness. The things that I may sometimes not like. Maybe somethings that I would like to hide. The stuff that just happens because I have a life and messy emotions and learning moments.

I had been feeling like being human, exposing my humanness and allowing all the messes, the learning and the life events would make me less the juicy, passionate, radiant embodiment of the Goddess that I am choosing to embrace in my life.

I no longer believe this to be true.

I have found much joy and encouragement from reading books by Sark. Reading these books has helped me to see that some of the juiciest moments of my life are the messy, human moments. There is nothing wrong with those moments. In fact, those moments are to be embraced, I think.

These are just part of my evolving thoughts...it is my intent to explore this stuff--the juicy~ness of life. To take it on, to embrace it and to have fun with all of it.

I only get this one moment...so I choose to make it a good one. :) And those moments, the more I appreciate them and embrace them, the better they get!

2 comments:

Gretchen said...

I love Sark! And I love you, for your willingness to be a true human being. You are a rare breed, my friend...

xo,

GG

Marnie said...

I love that Sark is so willing to share her journey...and that is such a good thing.

I love you, too.

Love and Hugs,

MM

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