Day 1

Wow! I woke up today with an amazing feeling of starting something new and wonderful. :) The feeling carried into most of my day at work...from 5:30 a.m. to 1 p.m. What a high.

I must confess, however, to a nagging feeling of fear and resistance. In fact, I felt this same fear and resistance when I signed up--the clue for me that I needed to take this on. Cuz that is just how I roll in my life. ;) The fear was all about unconcealing the real me...and what exactly would be left when I completed this awesome and inspiring project. What a group of marvelous and brave souls to take this on. Yay, Bindu!!

Anger has come up already--anger that I have allowed other people's perceptions of me to take up residence in my head and to become more important to me than how I think of or perceive myself. I am so kicking that to the curb!

And I want to make a tray of brownies from "Mayumi's Kitchen" to ease my feelings...but I haven't done that yet! It's either that or macrobiotic rice crispie treats--the healthy version. :)

Today's project: cleaning out my car's glovebox, center console and trunk and my purse! Before and after pics to will be going up soon...wish me luck.